Blog 2.0

I must make a confession. For a period of time, I became embittered with the Christian egregore.  So much so that I started delving into literal black magick.  It led me nowhere and fast.  Now see, I used to be a Christian minister. I am scholastically trained in Biblical Texts, with a minor in Hebrew/Greek (this has proven handy now in the Occult/Mysticism!).  I was for seven years. But I got destroyed. I have a mental illness and couldn't handle the pressure of ministry on top of being chewed up and spit out by the congregants.  Needless to say, I gave up on Christianity for a long time. And became one of its most bitter opponents.  Well, to make a long story short, I was visited by who I call Sophia. In the personification of the Virgin Mary. And she softened my heart tremendously.  So I opened the book up again on Christ.  Then I discovered this Order.  He is more real to me now then before.  He softened my heart once more. Took away 10 years of bitterness!  Made me filled with LOVE and PEACE PROFOUND!  The LVX has permeated me and brought me not back to Yeshua, but to Him for the FIRST TIME. A real encounter.  Now, I am asking Him to reveal His nature in light of what I have learned in the Order. I know He will! He, Mary, Sophia, St. Francis, and the Egregore of Martinism and AMORC is permeating my very being and I want to be unified with the divine more than I want my next breath! Peace Profound and in the LVX to you all!

Fr. Aaron