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I KNOW GOD!  Do You?
By  Dr. Charles Richard Eminizer
(*Ang-EL*, Gypsy, Psychic Shane)
Founder and Pastor of the Intergalactic Life Mission

Here is a page (or 2), from my new book:

PRAYERS

Ok, “Prayers”! Well, to me, Prayers are what talking to G-d is called. Usually it is asking
G-d for something. Either for ourselves or for someone else. Then when the prayer request is granted. We Thank G-d. Most people talk to G-d incorrectly. Telling Him to do things for us, rather than asking Him. G-d is our boss (our Dad). We are NOT G-d’s boss (NOT G-d’s Dad). We must respect G-d’s position in existence.
Being “The Spirit of Truth”/”The Comforter” that ImmanuEL promised
to ask G-d to send You. I will now teach You how to pray correctly by verbally showing You, how I pray.

When I lay down in my bed at night to go to sleep, I say:
“Dad, oh Lord G-d. Hi Dad. Thank You Dad for letting Your will be done every moment of today and every moment of tonight. All day and all night. Blessed are You Dad oh Lord G-d. The Creative Source, King and Owner of the entire Cosmos and everything in it. Including all of us children of Yours. All of us Hominids, Faunas and Floras, throughout the entire Cosmos. We are all Your children. We are all Siblings to one another and You are our Dad. Thank You Dad for having always taken such wonderful care of us. For having always watched over us, blessed and protected us all. Thank You for having always loved us all unconditionally. For having always forgiven us all unconditionally. Thank You for having always provided us all with everything that we have ever needed and thank You for having always protected us all from everything we never needed. Every moment of every day and every moment of every night going all of the way back to when You 1st brought us all into existence over 88 3/4 Billion years ago (long before You brought the Material side of existence into being). Thank You Dad for You, everything You do and for all of the wonderful ways that You do everything too. Thank You Dad for You being and for You being the way that You are too. Thank You Dad for all of Your monies that You loan us so that we may pay our bills on time, live good and start these 2 new businesses that we are starting now. Thank You Dad for starting this Psychic Shane business of Yours here in Your apartment building and here in Your own apartment and hiring me to work with/ for You.
Thank You Dad for selecting, training and accepting me as Your perfect (in training)
Conduit and channel. Thank You Dad for bringing us Your children that You want to help through me. Both in both private and public (gigs) readings.

And now Dad I have three fondest wishes, fervent prayers for You.

The 1st of which is: that each and every one of us children of Yours will now completely and totally Hallow, love, respect, like, appreciate, admire, adore, honour. Obey and serve, condue and channel, dedicate all of our existances and pledge all of our allegiances to You and to all of that for which You stand. That we will all have belief, faith and confidence in You and that You have all of our best interests in Your heart over Your own best interests. And that we will do all of these things and feel all of these feelings about and for You every moment of every day and every moment of every night, now at all times and forever more. So mote it be! So mote it be. So mote it be. It is now done!

The 2nd of which is: that Your will will now always be done everywhere and all of the time
instead of any body elses will every moment of every day and every moment of every night
now at all times and forever more.
And that all of us children of Yours will now always accept accept Your will being done instead and in place of our own wills. So mote it be. So mote it be. So mote it be. It is now done!

The 3rd of which is: That You will now have absolutely perfectly wonderful, happy and
joyful days and nights filled with multi-accomplishments and Multi-successes. Wherein Your all of Your wishes, dreams and desires will now all come true.
Every moment of every day and every moment of every night. Now at all times and forever more. So mote it be. So mote it be. So mote it be. It is now done!

The 4th of which is: Dad, You deserve all of these things and so much more. So now I wish and pray that You will receive all of these things that I have listed before, plus any other things that You may want/need that I have no idea of.

Thank You so much Dad, for so much. I Love You. Goodnight Dad oh Lord, G-d.

WHAT? You never pray for G-d. Well start! G-d needs us to Love Him too. G-d needs us all, to be His conduits/channels.

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A New Set Of Keys

When we think of the body, we normally think – I have a body. We don’t think – I am a body. Well, this implies that the body is something separate from ourselves, much the same as a set of keys. I have a body and I have a set of keys. I have them both yet I am neither.

So we are not the body, but nevertheless we are inside of it. We are the consciousness that animates the body. We control the body in the same way as we control a vehicle and I believe that our bodies can be likened to the vehicles we use to navigate this plane of existence. We are navigators! Yes we are truly navigators, although most times we are like children riding in the bumper cars.

We each have a vehicle. Some people like their vehicles and some people don’t. Some have body work done and eventually some will crash. But one thing is certain, and that is the fact that most of us will receive many more vehicles before we graduate from this driving school.

Now I want to return to the keys. Just as we use a regular set of keys to start an automobile we also use a set of keys to start our vehicles. But these keys are of a finer nature. You see, these keys – these enabling devices, are our thought processes. These are the beliefs that we hold about ourselves and our environments, some consciously and some unconsciously.

Our keys determine where we are able to drive. Some people can drive on pure light and their keys are as light as a photon. Some people drive through the darkest of swamps and their keys are as heavy as a neutron star. So in essence, if we want to see and experience greater things then we only need to get a new set of keys.

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Heptad Trinidad?

I am a newly joined member and I reside in Trinidad.  I am greatly honored to be part of such a group.  I do know however that the best way to experience its teaching are within a Heptad.  Was wondering if there is one in Trinidad. 

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Associate Degree

Greetings in the Light of Martinism! On Monday, November 28, 2016, I took my Associate degree initiation at the Ain Soph Aur Atelier in Burnaby, Canada.

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TMO Day at the Greater Los Angeles Heptad:TMO DAY at Hermes Lodge 148 N Gramercy Place, Los Angeles, CA 90004Saturday October 8, 20168:30am S.I. Degree Conventicle10:00am INITIATE Degree Conventicle11:00am Light Lunch and Conversation12:30pm ASSOCIATE Degree ConventiclePlease, bring credentials for verifying eligibility to attend a conventicles.Fred DeCanio, Heptad Master310 871 1844OmegaFred@aol.com
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May Your Glory Forever Dwell

"O God Of My Heart, In My deeds, In My Words, In My Comings and Goings, In My Dreams, In My Visions, In My Hopes, In My Wishes, In My sleeping, In My Awaking, In my Thoughts, In My heart, In My Spirit and in My Soul May Your Glory Forever Dwell".

'Hugh Blair'.

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IN EVERYTHING WE MUST GIVE THANKS

"We all need to know that, prayer is not a “spare wheel” that you pull out when your life is in trouble, but it is a “steering wheel” that directs the right path throughout your life".
 
"We need to Pray for Our World, Our Fellow Human Beings, All the Things that Coexist with us in this World, The Plants, The Trees, The Air, The Sea, The Things Upon the Earth and Under the Earth".
 
"We also need to be ever Watching that We are Forever on the Right and True Path of Or Spiritual Awaking".
"In Everything We must give Thanks, For We are all Truly Blessed in each and Every day".
'Colossians 4:2 Devote yourselves to prayer, being watchful and thankful'.
 
'Hugh Blair'.(Vandermas Aingeal Serviam)
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Based on the knowledge that i have acqired in this incarnation (75 yrs). From here, there and everywhere. i have concluded that it is time for we Earthlings to prepare for entrance into the Cosmos. Therefore i have begun a new effort to move humanity on up wards thereto.

Here are 2 of my sites to accomadate that movement.

Check it out and see how You are affected by same (let me know Your thought and feelings).

http://intergalacticlifemission.com/U.F.O.s_AngELs_wings.html

https://vimeo.com/173507476

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'YOUR GLORY'.

'YOUR GLORY'.
 
"Oh God, One Divine, The Creator of my Heart, "May Your Glory be Always In my Deeds, In my Words, In my Wishes, In my Blessings, In my Awakening, In my Sleep, In my Thoughts, In my heart, In my Being,In my Spirit, In my Whole, In my Soul".
 
"I see your Glory Dwell In the Heavens, In the Air, In the Sky, In the Earth, In All living Things, In the flowers, In the Trees, In the Rivers, In the Streams and in all the Seas".
 
'Hugh Blair'.
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BROTHER/SISTERHOOD

'Brother/Sisterhood'.
 
"Many problems,Wars, Breakups and hardships in this World comes about because most People act more and more under the Influences of their Individual Prides and Ego than what's within their Soul personalities, And it leads to Lust, Covetousness, Greed, Anger, Envy and Hatred".
 
"Not only are we fulfilled with a behaviour based on the satisfaction of our own Self-centred Needs, Desires and Interests,But also on the wilful determination to proclaim how great we are, and how better we are than the next person".
 
"Such Human weaknesses are often the source of a Selfishness which is unfortunately responsible for so many conflicts between Individuals and Nations the Whole World over".
 
"What the World needs is a Genuine Brother/Sisterhood in which we base all our Human Relationships on a Spiritual link Uniting us all and considering every one of us to be an expression and extension of ourselves", "In other words......"Treat All People the way We would Like All People to Treat Us".
 
"Many people hope the day will come when Everyone in our Planet will form this World-Wide Brother/Sisterhood, Though simply hoping is not enough".
 
"These Aspirations must be Manifested by everyone's Actions".
 
"It is then very important therefore, That each man, Woman and Child becomes an Agent of Peace and fully participates in its Advent".
 
"It is Important to understand that every time we yield to Pride, Jealousy, Selfishness, Hypocrisy, Deceit, Anger, Etc; We become instruments of War within ourselves and with each other".
 
"It is by Overcoming these things that we can best serve the interests of our human environment and, from one person to the next, Those of Humanity as a whole".
 
"Let each of us ask this Question......."Do we want a Genuine Brother/Sisterhood where Everyone is Treated the same way as We want Everyone to Treat Us?
 
'Hugh Blair'.
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'THE DIVINE LIGHT'.

"The Divine Light is within us all, 'And it is your Goal in Life to Seek for this Divine Light Within You in Order to let your Divine Light Shine to help Others".

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'MAY WE ALL BE CONNECTED'.

"May We all be connected to the Universal Cosmic energy and Forces around and within Each of us".
 
"You are a Wonderful, Powerful And Mighty Being of Energy and You are Meant to be Connected to the universal Cosmic Forces Around and Within You", "The More You Become Connected The Better Life Will Become For You".
 
"May You Ever Dwell In The Eternal Light Of Cosmic Wisdom".
 
'Hugh Blair'
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Time

The trouble is, you think you have time. The quote was attributed to the Buddha. Whether or not he really said it is immaterial, for the depth of the statement is quite profound.

As I sit here in the middle of the Caribbean Sea, discussing life with a colleague, I can't get that quote out of my head. We are discussing what matters most in life and to us and that is our children. Are we making the best decision to work away from home to provide a better life for our children? Or would the better life be at home with them every day? These are the questions that pull at me each and every day. These are the ones that rip at my heart because no matter which option I chose, I still lose something. I have to do what I think is right. But right for me, or right for them? Is there a difference? How I can know because each way has definite benefits that the other doesn't.

My friend talks about how he taught his son to race bicycles and how exciting that was for his little boy. However, on the day that his son won his first big competition, he couldn't be there. He was on an oil rig in the middle of the sea somewhere. He told me that, sure he could buy whatever his son needed, but what if all he needed was his father's time?

We often hear of people trying to buy more time. People spend all their money to prolong their lives but I've never heard the story of the person who tried to trade their time for more money. Time is the most precious commodity. Time is like sweet nectar that we must drink to live. We watch the remaining level drop with each swallow. Knowing well the paradox of what sustains us will ultimately be our demise.

This subject is so hard for me because although I can't be at home every day, when I am home I am really home. I'm at home for a solid month and don't have any obligations other than my family. So with this constant pain, the pain that I feel when I leave, the pain I feel as my children cry at the airport, I tell myself this is the best way. Yet I know it isn't the best but it's the best I have now. Each sweet moment at home has a little bitterness because I know this freedom is granted only by my coming absence.

Our time is the most precious thing we have. It is the best gift that we can ever give. Please remember how precious your time is and give it appropriately. I wish you all the time in the world.

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i know G-d! Do You?

I KNOW GOD!  Do You?
Psychic  Shane
Founder and Pastor of the Intergalactic Life Mission

G-d is the Creative Source, owner and king, of the entire Cosmos, and EVERYTHING in it including US (You and i). G-d is both Male and Female (Yin and Yang). G-d immaculately conceived us and delivered us all into existence, by a great big bang explosion, exploding a trillion or so little pieces of himself out. You and i are two of those little pieces of G-d. G-d is our boss, we are NOT G-d's boss. We must treat Him with great respect and courtesy. NEVER ever ever tell G-d what to do. Always say: "if it is ok with You Dad, please let Your will be done concerning _________." (Like my being able to pay these bills or etc.)

G-d by any other name: is still G-d!

My religious story goes back to my birth. The woman that bore me into this world, Sarah Shapiro, was Jewish (in the Jewish religion, this would make me Jewish). A Vaudeville  exotic  dancer/Jazz  singer  at  the Gayety  theater in Baltimore Maryland, later, a Baltimore street stripper/Jazz singer in bars, whose dancing cohorts were all Christians, (I always wanted to be an entertainer because of this genetics. So in my mid-40s, I became a Psychic Entertainer as “The Scarlet Gypsay”.). And now i am Psychic Shane the Psychic Reader and Psychic Teacher.

She had had 2 abortions before me. Knowing full well, that she should NOT have children. Because she would make a horrible mother, which she did, (there are many women on Earth that should NOT have children. But she WAS SMART enough to not only know that, BUT also to know, that she was one of them.).
Children need a father and a mother, all of your time and all of your money. If you do not have all four of those things to give to a child, then don’t have any children. She did NOT have any of those. So i give her a lot of credit for knowing this. And for making all of the efforts she could, to not have any children.
That actually makes her, (next to my wife [who also knew not to have any children, G-d blessed us with zero children]), the smartest woman, that ever lived on Earth.
Hence her career and hence her abortions.
No wonder Dad & I chose her, as my channel to come through, HUH?

One morning she had a really bad stomach ache and went to the hospital. She then walked out of the hospital in the afternoon, with ME. She was flabbergasted, she had no idea that she was pregnant,
(this happens more often than you might think).
It is very apparent to me, that our heavenly Father wanted ME HERE.
And so, here I am, PREACHING TO YOU!!!!!~~

She struggled with me for the 1st 6yrs of my life and then one of her cohorts suggested that she send me to live with the cohort’s mother,
in Lynchburg Virginia.
So after several conversations with her cohort’s mother, (June Williams).
The deal was completed and I was put on a bus in Washington D.C. with a piece of paper, attached to my shirt saying who I was.
And sent on down to Lynchburg.

June and her family were Pentecostals going to church every Sunday morning and Wednesday nights. Sarah  told  her  to enroll me in Catholic school when i became 8 yrs old. And she did.

My Phd today, is in “Comparative Religion”,
(any wonder why that subject was chosen).
from the Liberty University, in Lynchburg Virginia.

One of the things that I have learned in all of my “Spiritual” studies, was that Jesus Christ, is our elder brother (having been brought into existence before the rest of us under the name of *Amilius*), He is our hero, role model and example. The only one that we should ever accept (whether we are male or Female).
We must all be like Him, before we can be like our Dad.
Which is, the ultimate goal.

i KNOW!!!!!~~
1) That existence is like a two sided coin
A) That one side is: “Materiality”
B) and that the other side is: “Spirituality”.
C) That G-d IS!!!!!~~
D) That G-d, by any other name, is still G-d!

G-d is a “Spirit”, and we are G-d’s offsprings. Therefor we are Spirits as well. A billion (or so), years ago, G-d exploded a trillion (or so), little tiny pieces of himself off into space. You and I are two of those little pieces. As such we are ourselves, “Spirits”. Our natural side of existence is in the “Spiritual” side of the existence coin.
When we leave the material side of existence
(getting out of the body that we are now in).
We go into the Spiritual side
where we are greeted by our loved ones,
who had crossed over before us).

We are NOT bodies, we are “Spirits”. When we look into a mirror, we see the body that we are in,
(we do NOT see ourselves).
Our body dies, (WE do NOT, die).

When we pass over into the “Spiritual” side of existence.
Our body dies and is laid into the ground, we are NOT any more in the body, and therefor we are NOT, in the ground.

Our body is like a prison. When we get out of it and cross over to the other side. We are free from that prison.
We can fly, we can walk through walls,
we can see other “Spirits”,
whether they are in a material body, or NOT.
We are then free from all aches and pains.

If we are addicted to something in materiality, when we cross over. We will miss it horribly in “Spirituality”. And we will look forward to coming back into that prison once again,
to partake of it again.

Which is why it is best, to work with Dad to overcome our addictions, NOW, while we are here in materiality,

(and then if we HAVE, to come back, we will be free from them, in that next incarnation [WHICH IS HOW Yayhayshua became free from the body, and ALL of its natural inclinations]).

Here are some Biblical references,
concerning overcoming the flesh.
Matthew 19:10 ->:12, luke 20:34->:38, I corinthian 7:1->:9
& I corinthian 8:37 & :38, Revelations 14:3 & :4
(I think that John in Revelations, got the message a little askew. It is NOT “Women”, that defiled the fleshly driven men. It was the men’s own, evil flesh, that defiled them!!!!!~~
[sometimes, it is men,
that men sexually defile themselves with]).

In this incarnation our Dad (G-d), has thus far, set me Free from sodas, sugar, ice cream, cakes, alcohol, crack cocaine, nicotine, radios, music, sex, and of being alive in a human body. I am NOT glad that I am alive in a human body
(I hate it, not the body, but being trapped in it).

And I am so grateful to Dad,
for setting me free, from all of those fleshly addictions.
That He has already set me free from.
THANKS DAD!!!!!~~

When a “Spirit” “, or “Mind”, (one of us),
reenters the Earth plane.
To continue its evolution towards "overcoming the flesh",
And becoming one with G-d.

It enters into a NEW body, which separates the consciousness into 3 divisions.
1- The subconsciousness, within which lies the past experiences, of previous incarnations of that particular Spirit.
This division is totally separated by a Spiritual veil,
([veil #1], Kind of like the veil separating the regular Temple of Israel, from the room containing the 10 commandments) from:->
2- The consciousness, which is where we are in the present. Living our incarnations and being given another opportunity,
to overcome the flesh with no interference from the memories,
of previous incarnations,
(that 1st veil prevents that interference).
Though the previous incarnations do still influence us,
on a subconscious level.
We are still addicted, to those addictions, that we were addicted to then for example.
Another Spiritual veil separates this consciousness from the one above it (veil #2). ->
3- the Super consciousness, which is the part of us which is already one with G-d. When we overcome the flesh, and accept G-d's will as our own (thereby becoming one with G-d), then that veil between the #2 and the #3 consciousness,
is lifted forever.

And by the way, it is a lot easier to say that we, accept G-d’s will than it is to actually accept G-d’s will, over our own.
I am still working on it, and have failed the test,
that Dad gave me on it, twixt 3/16/2016 & 3/24/2016.
(I am so regretful of that failure, I am so sorry Dad!).

Because of that failure I have come up with a new Prayer:
“Dad, if it is ok with You, please let Your will be done regarding Your helping me to accept Your Holy will in place of my will.
Granting me everything that I need to be able to accept Yours.
Please consider granting me the courage, bravery, commitment, acceptance and whatever else that I may need. To be able to be Your most obedient servant son.
Just as Yayhayshua Mayshia already is.”

WHEN WE DO PASS IT,
THEN WE ARE ONE, WITH G-D!!!!!~~

Here is our elder brother, “Jesus”,
passing the truly biggest test of all.
(I failed a little one):
Saying it, Matthew 26:38 -> 26:56
& then doing it, Mark 15:17 -> 15:26

Now I know G-d, and Jesus both, extremely well
(And Jesus knows G-d, even better than I do).
And I know that Jesus, knows, that G-d, does NOT, forsake ANYONE, EVER, at any time, under any circumstances!!!!!~~
He just does NOT, ever do it, for any reason!!!!!~~

It is one of the many inhibitions, that He placed on Himself!
In order to NOT, interfere with our free will of choice,
that He gave us.

Before He even brought Amilius, into existence.
He made His own rules and He follows them impeccably.
(And oh yes, there are some things, that He had determined before He even brought any of us into existence.
That He will NOT do
[Yes, He has commandments for Himself,
that He will NOT break!!!!!~~])

We forsake G-d, all of the time!!!!! We let Him down, a lot.

G-d NEVER, forsakes us!!!!! He never, lets us down.

And this is why Isaiah had Jesus say those words,
(Isaiah wrote Jesus’s scripts that He would use).
So that people would understand, the depth of the pain, that Jesus was enduring.

Jesus let G-d down by partaking of that tree,
in the garden, when he was Adam.
(We have all let G-d down, at one time or another, and in one way or another)

Dieing on that cross, was “His” Karma.
Romans 5:14 & I Corinthians 15:45
To accept G-d’s will, accept His Karma and doing so publicly, was His choice, to teach us, and to help us to achieve forgiveness, of our own pre-Jesus sins.

And that, is the truth!!!!!~~

I lived with June for about 4 years (til 10 yrs old). During which time her husband (Frank Williams) passed on over to the Spiritual side of existence.
Not long after that I went to live with one of her sons.
I believe that his name was also “Frank”.

Whilest living with him i found a bicycle
(I guess it was when I was about 11 yrs. Old),
laying along side of a road, on one of the sides of a mountainous roadway. I looked around and saw no one, and thought that perhaps someone had thrown it away.
So I picked it up and road it to my domicile,
where I declared that I had found that bicycle.

Well Frank was beside himself, proclaiming that I was lieing, because I had STOLEN IT.
Well regardless of my denyings he just knew for sure that I had stolen it and so began beating me with his belt.
That changed my life, taught me that the male gender of the homo-sapians are the evil gender.
This also brought out the evil within myself.

This evil gender thing was beaten into me over and over again and again. By the various males, that I would encounter, as I lived in this evil world, (which I determined was hell).

I eventually was sent back to md. To live with sarah.

I started smoking cigarettes, drinking beer and cough medicines (at about 12 yrs old).
The state took me away from sarah and put me into a foster home which I hated because I LOVED sarah.
So I ran away from the foster home and stayed the night in the basement right under sarah’s apt. playing a radio apparently a little too loud as the police came and arrested me
(I do NOT know for sure what the charge was [nor did I at the time care]).
I was taken to court the next day and sarah was there. She told me that they were going to send me to reform school which was a place like the military and they would make a man out of me.
And that I would have a wonderful fun time. So I said ok.
When I got there they decided that I was too tall to be on the junior side even though I was only 12 years old.
So they put me on the senior division (18->21).
Needless to say it was further drilled into me how wonderful the male gender is.

I spent 2 years in this hell hole and finally was released and sent to live with sarah’s mother that had hated me ever since my birth. Well that was fun too.

When I was 15, the woman who bore me into this hell’s, mother’s doctor (a male), told me that I had tonsilitis and that I had to go have them taken out. This diagnosis was because I used to have a lot of sore throats. Which apparently had nothing to do with my smoking in ice cold weather in the winter time on my way walking to and fro school in Philadelphia Pa. I decided no, I would not do it. EVERYONE I knew kept talking me into doing it. “Nothing ever goes wrong, it is a simple process. They give you lots of ice cream and puddings. I’ll come visit you.”
SOOOOOO, I finally did change my mind,
and went in, to have it done.

Lo and behold as I was laying in the hospital bed with blood pouring out of my mouth. I started hitting my bed side, with a metal coke can which brought a nurse to the doorway at which point, she ran out screaming,
“EMERGENCY!!!!!!!” “EMERGENCY!!!!!!”

They rushed me back into the operating room and discovered that instead of taking out my tonsils,
they had CUT MY JUGULAR VEIN!!!!!~~
So that was a most harrowing experience.
Having them struggle to stop the bleeding.
1st internally and then externally,
(any wonder why now I would rather die,
than go into a hospital).

I do believe that Sarah’s mother (mae), ordered a hit on me,
which Dad cancelled out.

No one came to visit me, they did not give me all of the ice cream or puddings that I wanted. And as if that were NOT enough.
A short italian boy came over to me while I was out in the hallway, introduced himself as Frankie, and said that he was there to kill me.
(I guess my grandma,
made sure that there was an alternative plan)

I said “Why? I have never hurt anyone and besides I didn’t think that G-d wanted me to die because of this surgery episode. And that He must have some purpose for me to live. I told him maybe he should reconsider.” And He said “Okay.” and just left.

 And once Again, I do believe that G-d interfered with sarah’s mother’s, trying to have me murdered.

On my 16th birthday, I just walked to school and into the principles office and said “I quit!”
(I was sick and tired of the evil male bullies).

I was fed up with life and wanted to die, even when I was 13.

Basicly it was just Dad (G-d), and me.
For the 1st 22 years of my life.

At 21 I met, fell in Love with and married my 1st “life” teacher.

I married her on my 22nd birthday. She was 48. Her name was Gertrude Rosenfield (Rose).

Her brother finally drove us apart after 22 years of trying.
None of Her boys had accepted me into the family.

SURPRISE, SURPRISE, SURPRISE! HUH?

To this day (and I am 75 yrs old), I have no male friends.
I just do not trust (nor like) them.
What a witness I am, against them to Dad, huh?.

Dad was my 1st (primary) teacher.
Teaching me about Himself.

Yayhayshua (Jesus) was my secondary teacher.
Teaching me about Himself.

Sister Frances was my 3rd (tertiary) teacher.
She taught me the English language. And gave me a Love for words and their true meanings

Gertrude (I nicknamed her “Shaena Rose”), was my 4th teacher.
She taught me how to live in this world and how to communicate with people. She taught me practicality.
She taught me how to work and how to run a business.
She taught me how to Love simply by Loving me.

She was the only person on this planet,
that had ever Loved me.
Up to the time when I was forced, (by her brother) to leave her.
And then I met Susie.

Edgar Cayce was my 5th teacher.
Teaching me about the true Spiritual world’s existence.
And pre-history

The Rosicrucian A.M.O.R.C. was my 6th teacher.
I am not allowed to tell anyone what they taught me.

Liberty University was my 7th teacher.
Taught me about the different religions.

The “Martinist order” was my 8th teacher.
I am not allowed to tell anyone what they taught me.

The Masonic lodge was my 9th teacher.
I am not allowed to tell anyone what they taught me.

And my 10th teacher is my now (2016), wife, since 6/2/1985 Susie Hacker Eminizer. I was 44 year old and she was 38.
(I nicknamed her, “Pinker Belle”)’.
She taught me how to finish things that I start. And to make up after arguments, at bedtime (apologize, kiss and forgive).
She was the 2nd person on this planet,

to have ever Loved me.

And the following, is why, I BELIEVE,
that G-d made sure that I must be here:
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It was Dad’s purpose for me, to observe, experience, learn, analyze and judge the world and the people.
He guided me into all different experiences while watching over, protecting and providing me with all of my needs.
I believe that the following Biblical quotes are references to me.
Also, i was able to better advise others, going through these experiences, because of my having gone through them.

John 15:26 “But when the Comforter is come, whom I will send unto you from the Father, even the Spirit of truth, which proceedeth from the Father, he shall testify of me:”
John 16:13 “Howbeit when he, the Spirit of truth, is come, he will guide you into all truth: for he shall not speak of himself; but whatsoever he shall hear, that shall he speak: and he will shew you things to come.”
John 8:32 “And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.” John 14:17 “Even the “Spirit” of truth; whom the world cannot receive, because it seeth him not, neither knoweth him: but ye know him; for he dwelleth with you, and shall be in you.”
John 16:7 “Nevertheless I tell you the truth; It is expedient for you that I go away: for if I go not away, the Comforter will not come unto you; but if I depart, I will send him unto you. 8 And when he is come, he will reprove the world of sin, and of righteousness, and of judgment: 9 Of sin, because they believe not on me; 10 Of righteousness, because I go to my Father, and ye see me no more; 11 Of judgment, because the prince of this world is judged.”
12 “I have yet many more things to say unto you, but ye cannot bear them now.
13 Howbeit when he, the Spirit of truth, is come, he will guide you into all truth:
for he shall not speak of himself; but whatsoever he shall hear, that shall he speak: and he will shew you things to come. 14 He shall glorify me:...”

And what follows is Jesus, saying to me.

John 15:18 “If the world hate you, ye know that it hated me before it hated you. 19 If ye were of the world, the world would love his own: but because ye are not of the world, but I have chosen you out of the world, therefore the world hateth you. 20 Remember the word that I said unto you, The servant is not greater than his lord. If they have persecuted me, they will also persecute you; if they have kept my saying, they will keep yours also. 21 But all these things will they do unto you for my name's sake, because they know not Him that sent me.”

And the following, is also why, I BELIEVE,
that G-d made sure that I must be here:
especially John 7:7

22 “If I had not come and spoken unto them, they had not had sin: but now they have no cloak, for their sin. 23 He that hateth me, hateth my Father also. 24 If I had not done among them, the works which none other man did, they had not had sin: but now have they both seen, and hated both me and my Father. 25 But this cometh to pass, that the word might be fulfilled that is written in their law, They hated me without a cause.
27 And ye also shall bear witness,
because ye have been with me from the beginning.”
John 7:7 “The world cannot hate you; but me it hateth, because I testify of it, that the works thereof are evil.”
1 John 3:13 “Marvel not, my brethren,
if the world does hate you.”

ABORTION  AND  KILL
Apparently there is MUCH confusion amongst college professors
concerning just exactly what an abortion is!
Let alone what the hell those words “Kill” = ”Killer”/”murder = “murderer”
are referring to!
Religious leaders don’t seem to give a damn, just exactly what it was, that their G-d  wrote in stone, as His 6th commandment,

My 1st teacher was Sister Frances, in Catholic school
(Holy Cross school in Lynchburg Va.).
She was also my home room teacher. She taught English, and taught me,
how to LOVE and how to USE words, correctly.
She was the 2nd woman I fell in Love with in this incarnation.
The 1st was my future mother, when I was waiting around in the Spiritual world for the body (that I was to inhabit), to come out, of her womb
so that I could enter into it at its 1st breath.

We must begin with when the body becomes the host,
of the “Spirit” (we are “Spirits”, in human bodies).
Here is what the Bible, has to say about it:

The  Intergalactic  version - Genesis 2:7 “And so the Lord God, took some of the dust of the ground, and formed it into the human male body,
for the male part of the “Spirit of Amilius” to inhabit. And called it man.
He then  breathed air into it’s nostrils, the breath of life;
and as He breathed it into the body, “The Amilius Spirit”,
then entered into that human male body. At which time the human male  brain, separated the male & Female qualities of the Mind (Spirit) and thereby made the male portion, the dominant qualities. Thereby making the Female portion the lesser qualities. Still there, but not dominating. And the combination body and “Spirit”,  then became a living Earth creature.
The 1st living human being.”
The 1st man.

In humans, the embryo is called a fetus, after all of it’s major body structures have formed; this stage is reached about sixty days after fertilization. It is NOT a child, baby nor even a human, until after it,
has taken its own, 1st breath, and the “Spirit” has entered into it.

Until then it is a organ of the woman’s body. Getting its blood, nutrition,
oxygen and etc. etc. etc. directly from the woman’s circulatory systems (just like every other organ of her’s does [her Tonsils, appendex, liver, kidneys even her skin etc. etc.etc.]). An abortion is the removal of a woman’s internal organ. Just as a Cancerous organ [like a lung] is removed. Both of these removals are the action of “Killing”, NOT “murdering”. The organs that a doctor removes from the body is dead (killed by the doctor [or by a disease]. Upon it’s freedom from her circulatory system. NOT murdered, but killed).

AFTER the Fetus takes its 1st breath,
IT THEN BECOMES A BABY!!!!!~~
Because a “Spirit” (one of us), has entered into it.
And made it a living human being.
If THEN, taking the life of THAT person. For no good reason.
That then, would be MURDER!!!!!~~

This Fetus came into existence for a Spirit to inhabit.
By the humans through their sexual activity.
Jesus tells us that abortions are ok. As when He tells us that:
Matthew 26:24 “The Son of man goeth as it is written of him:
but woe unto that man, by whom the Son of man is betrayed!
it would have been better for that man, if he had been aborted.”

And I tell You, that it would have been better for a whole lot of people, if they had NOT been born
(if they had been aborted, before breathing took place).
Like for example: hitler, charley manson, napoleon, alexander (the so called “great”, HUH!!!!!~~ [kinda like herod “the great”, huh?]).
and better if their VICTIMS, had NOT been born as well.

If You have killed any insect, whatsoever, then You have broken the roman emperor constantine’s commandment
(to NOT kill). Written on paper.
NOT G-d’s commandment. Written in stone,
(to NOT murder).
According to constantine, You will then go to hell for killing those insects. I tell You that,
OH NO YOU WON’T!!!!!~~

The difference between Killing and murdering is:
YOU KILL, BECAUSE YOU HAVE TO!!!!!~~  Like to eat.
YOU MURDER, BECAUSE YOU WANT TO!!!!!~~
Like to have a good time.

Now regarding MURDER, here is  a quote from
an Orthodox Rabbi:

The Ten Commandments, Killing, and Murder:
A Detailed Commentary - by Rabbi Dovid Bendory, Rabbinic Director, - Jews for the Preservation of Firearms Ownership.
Copyright 2012 JPFO

This is a detailed commentary, intended to give valuable reference to Jews and Christians who find themselves facing unfounded pacifist dogma.

“... But one of those ten is among the most commonly mis-translated verses of all of Hebrew Scripture -- and its mis-translation has resulted in deadly mis-interpretation.

Says the Torah (Exodus 20:13): “Lo tirtzach!” The Hebrew word used, has a clear and unequivocal meaning:
“Do not murder!”

Unfortunately, this verse is generally mistranslated as
“Do not kill.” But the Hebrew could not be more clear, and there is a world of difference between killing and murdering.”

“This is the Sixth Commandment. How many times have you heard “Thou shalt not kill”? This mistranslation is etched upon the hearts and minds of both Jewish and Christian children and adults with pernicious results. Can we possibly estimate the numbers of lives, that have been lost by foolish pacifism,
rather than righteous defense, in the face of evil?
We begin by exploring the English vocabulary and variations on “killing” and “murder”, and we will then explore the nuances of the parallel Hebrew words in order to understand the Biblical text.

In English,
(the definition according to the “legal law” dictionaries, in law libraries),
there are different ways of stating that “Ploni killed Almoni” depending on the culpability and guilt involved. (The names “Ploni” and “Almoni” are traditionally used in rabbinic commentaries as the Jewish equivalent of “John Doe.” See Ruth 4:1.) Consider the different possible ways of describing the Killing/:murdering

• First-degree, or pre-meditated murder.
•Second-degree murder; an intentional murder in the
spur-of-the-moment, albeit not pre-meditated or planned.
•Voluntary homicide, a form of manslaughter.
•Involuntary homicide, a less culpable form of manslaughter,
such as if a driver accidentally hit a jay-walking pedestrian.

Note that “killing” itself, need not have a moral context -- a soldier kills in battle, an intended murder victim kills in self-defense, a drug dealer kills his competition, a doctor kills a patient.”
(Or the patients internal organs: and the rest of us kill insects).

Whether “killing” carries criminal culpability (the drug dealer), civil culpability (the doctor), or is righteous (the intended murder victim) depends on the context and circumstances.

In fact, killing -- righteous, justified killing -- is the Torah’s Divine punishment for the convicted murderer.
This is clear from Numbers 35:16-18 (cited above) as well as
Genesis 9:6: “If the blood of one man is spilled by another,
his blood shall be spilled.”
(In context, this is a clear reference to murder, not merely physical harm.)

Thus while murder -- murdering with criminal intent and malice -- is clearly prohibited at all times and in all circumstances,
killing itself, is not.”

“In a previous commentary, we saw that Moses killed an Egyptian taskmaster who was beating an innocent Hebrew slave. In Hebrew scripture G-d Himself kills in punishment many times -- Noah’s generation, the people of Sodom, and the Egyptian firstborn are a few examples.

The courts are commanded,
to take the life of the convicted murderer, as punishment.

We are even told that killing to prevent a rape, is permissible (Deuteronomy 22:26 as understood in Yoma 82a, Sanhedrin 74a, Pesachim 24b).

“THOU SHALT NOT MURDER!” the Sixth Commandment...”

Shalom, (signature) Rabbi Dovid Bendory, Rabbinic Director
Jews for the Preservation of Firearms Ownership
(http://jpfo.org) - Rabbi Bendory is an NRA Certified Firearms Instructor.

 I’M  JUST  SAYIN!!!!!~~  

AND NOW, HERE IS HOW WELL I KNOW THAT SPIRIT, NOW KNOWN AS, “JESUS”

(G-d brought Amilius into existence Billions of years ago, by simply expelling a part of Himself, out from Himself. Kind of like an Amoeba [but they divide In half, He didn’t, He just expelled out a little dot of one edge, off himself]. Then after G-d had completed His training of Amilius, G-d said to Amilius “Let us make other Spirits, in our image.”
[as Spirits, neither G-d nor Amilius were human beings, but Spirits, with no body. Therefor no gender].
Although human males, would rather show the Female,
just how super wonderful the human males are,
as they are the same gender, as G-d!
By giveing the Spirits including G-d, a male genitalia, to make human males a wonder to behold,
and soOOOO much better than, Females.
WELL  BULLSHIT!!!!!~~

G-d and His Spirits (us), are all like the Yin/yang mandalla,
both male and Female energies.
Genesis 1:27 “G-d created man in His image. In the image of
G-d, He created him. Male and Female, created He them!”

(I am looking for a word to refer to G-d and the rest of us as, instead of He/She/it.)

So G-d then did a big bang expelling a zillion [or so]
other little dots (us), off of His edges.
Now You may think that this is a lot more than the Earth could ever hold, ESPECIALLY IF THERE IS REINCARNATION.

But look up in the sky some clear night at all of the stars up there throughout the entire Cosmos.
Each one of them is a Stellar (star) system,
(just like our own Solar (Sun=star) system)
and they all also have planets.
And those planets are also inhabited by their own material (physical body), life forms.
Which are actually  containers, for incarnated Spirits.
Just like our own human body.
They all have their own, human equivalents.

And so the rest of us Spirits (that inhabit human bodies), came into existence into the Spiritual side of existence.
Along with all of the rest of them.

This Amilius was born (incarnated), again, and again, and again, in these various stellar systems overcoming the flesh and self, in each before coming here to the Earth plane.
He was breathed into the body of “Adam”. After G-d had created that 1st perfect, human body, [the Alpha]. He then took on the flesh of the human body (incarnated), Several times, [as we all have], before He was born again as, Joseph, and again as Jesus [the Omega]).
He had also come into the world
(not born, just materialized,
[or brought in by a cloud, and dropped off]),
as Melekzedic.
Hebrews 7:1 “For this Melchisedec, king of Salem, priest of the most high God, who met Abraham returning from the slaughter of the kings, and blessed him; 2 To whom also Abraham gave a tenth part of all; first being by interpretation King of righteousness, and after that also King of Salem, which is, King of peace; 3 Without father, without mother, without descent, having neither beginning of days, nor end of life; but made like unto the Son of God; abideth a priest continually. 4 Now consider how great this man was, unto whom even the patriarch Abraham gave the tenth of the spoils.”

Jesus is our elder brother, hero, role model and example,
of how and what we all, should be.

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Dear Martinist Friends:  I'm happy to be connected with you, even if it's through a computer.  I was very active in the Martinist Order at Hermes Lodge in Los Angeles almost 25 years ago and it was a great experience -- highly rewarding as well as instructive.  Now retired and living in the mountains of Arizona, I've been privileged to get inspirations from "Topside" that I trust you might find interesting as they are based on Rosicrucian, Martinist, Eastern, and Philosophical Research teachings.  So, Enjoy -- Carena

How Old Are You?

Carena

April 28, 2016

 

 

How old is a thought

Or the mind which it sought

To condition its message

Into a manifested appendage?

 

And how old is the Template of a redwood tree

That inspired its uprightness and reverent nobility --

Or the conception of an oak with arms outstretched

To provide shade and shelter to many a nest?

 

And if earth’s merely dirt and stone

Whence came the life force by which it nurtures its own?

 

Ages upon ages of simple, sacred things

Sanctified by the timeless to form a symphony that sings

Of individual particles uniting into one harmonious whole

Through a growing integration revering divinity’s lawful goal.

 

Knowing this Ideal as the fulfillment of Living Space

Do years still count your age or that of the human race?

 

Let go of outer particulars holding mind to patterns it already knows

And open into the Formless and the wonders it can bestow

With new archetypal patterns that are scheduled to unfold

As loving thought and beauty move outward through your soul

 

For You are the Integrator between Creator and creation’s need

So reach toward the oneness ordained within your seed

And if your mind may question how old you now may be

Look beyond your body to the fulfillment of your eternity*

 

 

*Eternity – the full turning or completion of a Cosmic cycle

Spirit Ramblings

Carena

April 22, 2016

 

Oh beloved thoughts wandering through my mind, be ye as still as the heart of a flower on a windless day, as free and expansive as a cloudless sky, and as patient and calm as the wholeness of space between breaths, that you may open unto the wordless Voice of God.

And when your feet once again touch the ground, may they greet that sublime consciousness that echoes within all things and allow it to speak to you in its quiet beauty, cloaking it not by surface seeing or outer limitations, so that its inner music be magnified through the gentleness of your soul.

Finally, O my self, may you not interrupt the expressions of God until you can understand the weavings of Spirit behind the tapestry of creation – for only then can you realize the intricate balance each burst of light and dark, each thread of multifaceted color, and each subtle inclusion imparts to Ultimate Perfection.

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